You can only withdraw from so many things
At one time
Particularly when
This last thing got you through
The previous ones
Held you together like
Beautiful miracle string and reminded you
That beauty
And miracles
Were words in your world, too.
And just as things were getting rosy again,
It's all gone grey and
Too-bright like a headache
And a constant pain in my belly
That shoots to the heart.
I don't want to train my brain to
Stop thinking of you
When I open my eyes or close them,
When I breathe in, or out,
And I'm tired of going without,
Especially when what I'm going without
I never had to begin with.
Oh, irony, my only life companion!
Can you please take a nap
So I can heal from healing
From all the things that hurt?
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