Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Tantrum

What once was winsome angst
Is now an unrelenting fury in my chest
The thanatose sprung from the eros, violently
Erupting from a totally
Inhuman length to wait
To touch, to kiss, to hold. All I need
Is the warmth of you
Next to me so that I don't
Explode and die, because I, quite like
A four year old child
Who cannot have her candy, have
Thrown myself, a heap of rage, onto the floor
Except, you are not merely candy.

You are so very much more.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Changed my mind

Wait! 
I've changed!
My mind! It
Cannot be all over. It
Just be-
Gun too soon yet
Ages and ages ago and
I am just beginning
Again, for real

This time. Such 
Premature abandonment
Would be one of the 
Greatest tragedies 
That time has seen. So
Stop, time 
Is racing and tomorrow
Ain't no guarantee so
Come back!
Lay with me

And watch
The weary world spin by.

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Stuck.

Feet kicking but
My body's in the air,
Toe tips just brushing the pavement,
Maddening, can't run
Toward you 
Or away, surrendering
Means falling limp against
Nothing, not even
A cold
Hard surface 

To hold me 
As I fall, finally,
Asleep.