Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Time, the schitzophrenic

Only time will tell, they say,
And that it heals all wounds,
That it is unstoppable second only to death.

It is relative. 
It passes both quickly and slowly, depending
I suppose
On how it feels like passing.

We never have enough, but things start to go wrong
When too much of it gets on our hands.  
They say it is short,
That it moves too quickly during the good times
And too slowly during the bad.

It's a cruel mistress (even though it's a father, too)
And is never right,
But is also always right,
And there are countless, useless things
We can do 
To kill it.

By moving faster we can save it,
By ignoring it we can hold on to it,
In order to seize it we must deny it,
And apparently by stitching it
You can save nine of it (whatever that means).

I say time is a schizophrenic jerk,
An ephemeral vagrant with borderline personality,
A nagging bother with a clever, ill-timed (snicker) elusiveness.

But that makes sense, since apparently,
We invented it,
Even though we have no clue
Exactly what it is.

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Quieting

Melts away if you keep your mouth shut
And the heart will slow
The mind will soften
As the lips close.

Easier that way,
Easier to not take
So they can't take away
What you've clawed for your life.

Their stares shoot through
To the raw quick, and you think
If you don't look back
Maybe they aren't really there.

But they are.
Just keep closed.
And calm.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Baker's dozen

It all began when she did
With eyes wide and skeptic-like
As young as anyone who'd been there before
And knew the game.

"It's just a phase," they said,
Until it turned into two, and three,
And she's lost count now
So she counts things unrelated to keep on track.

One time she bought the farm,
Twice she traded it in.
Three decades she spent finding herself
And four times she loved.
Five days ago she was better
And on the sixth she was not.
Seven o'clock is when she gives up
Trying to sleep eight hours
And borrows one of nine lives from the 
Tenth cat she's had.
She hopes for a reverse Cinderella at twelve

But the thirteenth hour,
Her lucky one,
Never comes.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Attraversiamo

Dawn hits
With muted brilliant fingers
Snaking up the skyline

And I sit
In a private quiet
That only comes at this time

Smell the bread and pastries
Made while babes slept
Scent creeping out as they're lain
In their display cases

Hear the soft rustlings
Of an older generation
Hanging scrubbed linens on window casings
To dry with the early morning sun

In my mind I walk the cobblestones
Up the winding paths
Lined with women
Creased with love that lean out windows
Watching my spirit
Traverse with my ancestry

Here I am not alone
But float gently with those who came before me
I have to return soon and leave
Them to continue their soft journey
Which makes me sad

But they are with me everywhere
And when the next dawn hits
With its muted brilliant fingers
Snaking up the skyline
They will be waiting.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Compassion

It stops
When you make it
It eases
When you let it
It flows
When you go with it
And it does
What you want it
To do
Even when 
Those around you
Wish otherwise.